Sirius Black (sirius_black888) wrote in parchment_bits,
Sirius Black
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I
Sometimes I've wondered
Sometimes
Oh, bugger, will I ever be able to start this sodding thing with a complete sentence?

Right, today classes started. And so did Quidditch practisepractice.
I asked Prongs not to tell a soul about my elbow, because I wanted to play normally.
The practice went fine, but after a while my arm was killing me. So I headed to the dorms, where I knew Moony would be, to ask him for some more of that salve. Again he offered to rub it on me.

See, the problem is
When I was younger
I
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I'VE ALWAYS FELT FUNNY WHEN PEOPLE TOUCHED ME!!!

There. I said it.

It started when I was 11 or 12. With Prongs, for crying out loud! I thought I was a poofter there was something wrong with me. Then I noticed the same thing happened with girls, so I thought I was some kind of sexual freak.
Then I decided just to ignore, and I noticed that if I was the one touching people or if I was paying attention when people touched me, I'd be fine, so I never acted all awkward or like someone socially inept.

Until today. With Moony. Moony, of all people! I think I was even a tad rude to him, when he was just offering to help me. I hated seeing the

Anyway, Ravenclaw has a new Seeker. Pretty thing, frail looking, with dark blond hair and brown eyes. She turned beet red when I caught her looking at me.

Interesting.
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