Remus John Lupin (remus_diary) wrote in parchment_bits,
Remus John Lupin

26 September

Not talking to James or Peter.

Tolerating Sirius. At first I didn't think I'd be able to talk to him, but he's obviously angry at James and Peter too.

Stupid berks.

What's Peter on about, anyway? I don't look anything like Sirius's girlfriend. She doesn't look anything like me.

Ex-girlfriend, I should say.

They broke up.

So what? He was just using her for sex

That's mean. I don't even know if it's true. We're talking – me and Sirius – but not about anything that has to do with…well, anything.

He just said – like an aside – "Oh, I broke up with Meg."

Like it wasn't a big deal.

It's not a big deal.

I don't care about Sirius and Meg anyone!!!!!

I don't sodding care.

I need to see Catrin. I wish


I don't know

I can't write about this stuff.

What I want

It's not important.

I shouldn't write about this stuff, but if I don't, all these stupid thoughts will be crashing around in my head. I need to get them out. I can't talk. I don't know what to do.

I need to shag Catrin. That'll get me sorted.
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Or it'll make you realise who you'd rather be shagging.

The whole point of a journal is to vent and rant at will, no? I hope you get everything out of your chest soon, otherwise you'll explode. Maybe exploding can be good sometimes... yeah.
I'm all for exploding sometimes. *nods knowingly*
Wha-- what?

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Excuse me?!?
He was only talking about combustion, I assure you...
I was! What the hell are they talking about?
As long as your not exploding 1st years it's fine. even if they do make an awful racket
I don't really think shagging Catrin is the way to go, darling. You may just find yourself more confused than ever.

Perhaps you can get Sirius to help get you sorted.
You might not want to make shagging decisions lightly. It makes things worse if you regret it later.
Do you really think that's fair to her? Just so you can sort yourself out?
I think you should definitly go shag Catrin...I bet you'll have an interesting time ;)
If you're just going to shag her to get yourself sorted. That's a little selfish, don't you think?(even if she would enjoy it...). There are other, less volatile ways to get yourself together...but perhaps they're not what you want and need right now.

Sorting yourself out however is a very good idea. Good Luck!
If you shag her, then really, aren't you essentially just using her for sex? I think you should just let whatever happens, happen, but don't go using other people just so you can think things out.
Woah. I had a dream that you wrote a journal entry. And you did! *celebrates*

And, hon, you do seem to be protesting a bit too much that you don't care what Sirius does with Meg. Maybe you need to talk to him.

But whatever you do, I would seriously not shag Catrin if I were you. You need to take some time- a lot of time, it sounds like- to just think about things. Even the things you don't want to think about. If Catrin's so amazing, talk to her- just don't shag her. I don't mean to preach, but don't you think that sleeping with someone just because your head's in a mess is really the way to solve anything? Plus if you sleep with her, you might find that Sirius stops being tolerable enough for you to handle. Jealousy's a bitch. But you know that already, don't you?

Hope everything turns out okay.

What's that bit you scratched out?
*coughs* Oh, nothing, really. Just a bit of advice I figured you two wouldn't want to hear...

PS. Sirius, it's your turn to write in your journal. How long are we going to have to wait this time? *sticks out tongue*

yes go shag Catrin. Girls will answer all your questions but only Sirius can stop that funny feeling in your tummy